A mothers pain

There is more tragedy coming to America. I want to believe this vaccine will work but what if the news are not reporting the right information? We shall get to that in the next blog. I want to address something that is close to heart. Something I do not want to feel. 

  When a mother lose her child do to covic-19. 

I don't know the mother but we are mothers coming together to make new friends and just able to talk to moms on the planform. I saw a post from another mother sending prayers up to this lady who lost her baby due to covic-19. I looked to see what was going on and send my condolences to her. When I read her post, I felt it. She was a angry mother. She was destroyed, she lost her baby boy on his birthday. He took his last breath on his birthday. She will not see her baby boy grow up. He was only 6. He died turning 6. How can you deal with that? The worst part is her family caught Covic-19 by her sister in law. I guess her brothers wife came over with her kids. She called her a selfish person and she hates her. She is going to give them hell until they own up on what they did. 

   I felt that hate she had for her sister in law and family. I felt the anger she feels. She even got mad at God. 

 Cases are rising in December. 64,953 reported died and 5.5 plus million people have Covic-19 in America. I know the number will go up today. I know there will be no relief in the pain people will feel. Sadly so, her baby boy was one of those numbers. Who died and who caught covic-19

  I have learn even more now to keep my distance from people. Think before I do things. I have to sacrifice more then I wanted. My life have to be on hold for a little bit longer. More then I would have liked. I don't want someone to die because of my actions. 

  we all she think twice about things. we all should demand what we deserve. That is being safe and staying healthy. 

  I'm not sure if the lady got together with family on Thanksgiving or Christmas but all I know we all need to be careful. They told people not to gather. The told people just stay in your household. If you go to grandparents house all the time and see your brothers/sister on regular basis well, they should be find but still ask questions... if they are dating anyone or do something new. Things can change.  

  It's sad she had to lose her baby due to this. 

Everyday is truly a blessing. 

I know it stresses you out but keep calm and think smart.